parallel universe

• Life! From katie1159 in parallel universe (1 day old)

  I can't help writing this I WANT A LIFE! I want more than I've got - SO MUCH MORE! I am DREADING tommorow at work - I HATE working weekends - I want to be home enjoying my life with my daught… more

• oh well! From katie1159 in parallel universe (2 days old)

  I’m dealing with yet another abuse case at work and it breaks my heart. I can’t seem to leave it behind - I come home and worry - then I can’t sleep - I wish I could just switch off sometimes b… more

• Silence is a text easy to misread From katie1159 in parallel universe (4 days old)

  I must be a really horrid person - I get ignored all the time. What is it with me? It makes me so sad - other people get loads of comments on here or on facebook but me ? No one ever mails me… more

• The aftermath From katie1159 in parallel universe (5 days old)

  I went to lunch - it was very strange to be in the company of those ladies again & it was hard to know what to think about the whole Sean & J situation. I felt awkward as they discussed all… more

• Feeling very miffed! From katie1159 in parallel universe (6 days old)

  I am going out to lunch today with my old friend J and a few other widows that I have long since lost touch with - not sure if it’s the right thing to do though. A couple of days ago J texted me as… more

• windy weather From katie1159 in parallel universe (7 days old)

  I love this weather - makes me want to be up on the moors in a really old haunted house :) or by the sea watching the mighty waves crash to shore. This sort of weather makes me feel alive - I love … more

• Tired! From katie1159 in parallel universe (11 days old)

  I am so so tired of living this half life. Nothing absloutely nothing is the way I dream it could/should be. I'm tired of dreaming - tired of trying - just so tired!… more

• Ziltch! From katie1159 in parallel universe (12 days old)

  Nothing feels exciting anymore :(… more

• “I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day.” Vincent van Gogh! From katie1159 in parallel universe (13 days old)

  http://www.earthcam.com/uk/england/london/?cam=leicester_wmv I want to be one of these people - I want to feel ALIVE!… more

• neanderthal man From katie1159 in parallel universe (13 days old)

  Sometimes I wonder about myself - I really bloody do. I visit an old lady - she is lovely and I’ve seen her on and off for over a year. I’ve visited her more often recently and just about every … more

• Age doesn't matter! From katie1159 in parallel universe (14 days old)

  My 3 year old Grandson told me last night I was an 'old lady'! An 89 year old man this morning told me I was a 'beautiful buxom YOUNG woman' and was surprised that I didn't have a boyfriend.......!… more

• no title From katie1159 in parallel universe (15 days old)

  I feel so sick. I've felt like this every morning this week. I just DO NOT want to do my job another day longer. Oh god what do I do?… more

• oh no From katie1159 in parallel universe (17 days old)

  I had a can of coke in my pocket and as I came upstairs it caught on the child gate and started to fizz out - trouble is my phone was in my pocket and now it won't work!… more

• photo memories! From katie1159 in parallel universe (17 days old)

  A few weeks ago my sister in law asked my mum if she had any photos of my brother who will be 40 in December. As she was looking for photos of him she found one of me and K. She rang me up and … more

• another sad event! From katie1159 in parallel universe (18 days old)

  B had to have their dog put to sleep today. It's made me really sad. She was an old dog and she couldn't hear or see or walk She was as much a part of the family as anyone - when Little J … more

• fooling myself?! From katie1159 in parallel universe (19 days old)

  I really like V! I took him off my facebook cos he was seeing someone & B told me too cos she doesn't like him - but she doesn't like anyone! Anyway now he's not seeing her & I don't kno… more

• Beds From katie1159 in parallel universe (19 days old)

  I can't afford one so I don't know why I'm bothering writing this - however - I am sick of waking up cold in this bloody massive bed - wish I had a smaller one but then is that really giving up on the… more

• enough is enough! From katie1159 in parallel universe (20 days old)

  Oh the depression is back in full swing I am so sick and tired of being so lonely - nothing I am doing is working Fuck it - fuck it all - there really isn't any point to my life what so f'ing ev… more

• A little bit pleased with myself! From katie1159 in parallel universe (23 days old)

  I'm feeling pretty pleased with myself tonight I got told today I have an 'outstanding knowledge' of effective ways to communicate with my old folks! :D Trouble is I see it as a normal every day… more

• Envy is the art of counting the other fellow's blessings instead of your own From katie1159 in parallel universe (29 days old)

  I finally fell to sleep sometime after 5am! Up again at 7.30am - I am so tired! Oh well it’s not as if I’ve got some sort of extraordinarily exciting life to be getting on with is it? I’m down i… more

• NHS Direct! From katie1159 in parallel universe (29 days old)

  What a day it has been! Firstly B and the babies are poorly. B thinks she has swine flu although she has now had it 5 times since it first came to the UK! She is poorly but I don't seriously think … more

• Another heartache :( From katie1159 in parallel universe (29 days old)

  My mum has been diagnosed with Macular Disease she has to go for laser treatment and injections a week on Monday. I am so upset and worried about her - I've looked it up and the chances of her rega… more

• The little things! From katie1159 in parallel universe (31 days old)

  Oooo V (B's next door neighbour) asked her yesterday why I removed him from facebook! Can't believe he noticed!… more

• to cross to think of a meaningful title! From katie1159 in parallel universe (31 days old)

  I am a tad pissed off this morning! Over the past few weeks I have been promised my own round at work due to a girl going on maternity. It’s a piss simple round - no washing shitty arses or push… more

• Why? From katie1159 in parallel universe (31 days old)

  Why didn't I hold his hand when he died? Why did they rush me into a little room? I'd been with him every step of the way for 24 years - I'd seen things no one should see - I held his hand time … more

• The memory of happiness makes misery woeful From katie1159 in parallel universe (34 days old)

  I’ve been thinking about writing this all day. I have just been so tired with my job over the past few weeks I’ve not felt like writing - I’ve been working 7/6 with a 20 min break for 2 weeks now … more

• nothing much From katie1159 in parallel universe (37 days old)

  Why am I pretending to everyone including myself that I can stick this job till January? I am also so worried about H they think her overactive thyroid is now underactive. She is having loads of bl… more

• wishes there was a place called 'toyboys r us' From katie1159 in parallel universe (44 days old)

  Not much happening in my world at the moment. I've been busy with my NXQ though after todays carry on at work I am not sure I can stick it out until January. They've managed in 2 short weeks to … more

• Fun? From katie1159 in parallel universe (46 days old)

  I went out last night with S to a Thai restaurant in Leeds. The food was amazing and the Jasmine tea was really nice (I wasn’t sure I’d like that never having tried it before) The company was … more

• Grief teaches the steadiest minds to waver From katie1159 in parallel universe (49 days old)

  I am feeling loads better at long last! I’ve never ever been so ill in all my life - I went back to work but I just couldn’t do it so had to take more time off - how I will now manage is beyond me but… more

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