I've been doing my tea round with a woman who claims she is psychic and that she has been used by the police to solve crimes...

Although I don't believe she freaks me out - I want her to say something but she never does so she must know that only more bad things are going to happen in my life otherwise she would say something to me.

Trouble is she is really nice and I get on well with her - we had a right laugh tonight but always in the back of my mind I'm thinking "what does she know that she's not telling me?"

But I don't believe in psychics so why am I letting myself feel this way - am I so desparate to know K is ok?

Oh why did they have to put her with me? It's doing my mental health a lot of damage!