I’ve had a really long heart to heart with H. 

She wants to move out but doesn’t want to leave me. 

I want her to move out so I can try and sell this old house and start afresh – to do that I need to get a job & the house on the market. 

I think it’s exciting. 

Trouble is if I move I’ll never see Mr OTR again and that would be really sad. 

He’s home alone at the mo – think Mrs Trunchbull is away with the kids – you’d think that would answer my prayers and I’d be happy but I’m not cos he’s obviously on nights this week!  

To think of him home alone in his bed all day makes my little heart flutter! 

Oh well.

 Least I got to see him semi naked last week haha!

Right got to get on job applying – someone will want me one day (she says with no conviction at all)