Do I need to sell the house? 

Someone raised the issue of selling up and starting afresh which once again got me thinking. I’m not happy here (as everyone knows by now) but would I only be moving me and my sadness to a new house? 

It’s not the best time to think about selling and I can’t in all consciousness leave H & D and Tidgy homeless but I know deep in my heart I don’t want to be here. 

I’ve changed everything except my bed and still I see him everywhere. It’s not comforting it’s heartbreaking. 
 
I keep telling myself once I get a job I’ll feel differently but will I? I guess I’ve got to wait to find out. 

Is it wrong to want to have my “own” place?  

I know I wouldn’t be sad leaving my house – the thought of living somewhere else makes me feel excited. Oh I don’t know. I’m stuck for now I suppose so I’ve just got to get on with it but if just one of my wishes could come true it would be to find somewhere else to live.

Why does my life always seem to be on hold?