I have long since given up on the idea of having another man in my life.
I’ve grown use to my own company – used to being alone – I don’t miss having someone to hold me – or to talk to me in bed on a night – in fact the very idea of a man invading my life sends me into a panic.
So why is it that when C asked me to babysit for her so she can go out with her fella did the tears well up and I started asking myself the age old question “when will I ever get a date”? “When will someone ever take me out?”
Confused or what?
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Decado66
Pro - 2008-07-04 @ 11:02:13
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LifeBegins
- 2008-07-04 @ 11:05:33
Sending you hugs too! You are an inspiration to many of us, I just hope that when you do meet someone else (and you will) they are worthy of you. xx
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katie1159
- 2008-07-04 @ 14:49:20
Aww thank you for those lovely words take care xxxxx
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*big hugs* Im sorry honey it must be very hard for you, just wish i could help you more. Never give up hope, you are far to good a loving person not to have someone realise they want to be part of your life
xx