Well I’ve had a lovely afternoon – not yet walked the dog as I’ve not had the time – however spending the afternoon with C made me realise I need to meet up with GH and I will – not sure it will be today & I know I shouldn’t put off today what I can do tomorrow but things really have slipped by today and – sounds like I am making excuses and maybe I am a little but truthfully I’ve had a hectic day. 

C is moving over the weekend and I needed to collect my broken computer from her house – her fella managed to rescue all my files and put them on to disc for me & I’ve been to her house twice now and forgotten to pick it up – so I did it today.

I’d taken H to the hospital and was going to C’s for 2pm which meant I’d be back for 3pm – it’s now 5 to 5 and I’ve only just got back. 

I was just walking out of the door when H rang – she sounded panic stricken and my heart went into overdrive – gulping back my fear I said “what’s up” and she gabbled out something I didn’t hear so I said “say that again” so she said “for god sake wash out your ears can you take me to town to buy Tidgy some dummies” If she hadn’t have started the conversation by saying “mum are you busy” in a really odd voice I’d have been ok but as it was it took me all the way to the hospital to calm down. 

That made me late to get to C’s and by the time she’d read my ‘angel cards’ and we chatted for a while time just slipped away. 

So my angle cards – I know not every one believes & I’ve said many times before that I don’t know what I believe HOWEVER …………I had to pick three cards – Oh my god they were so accurate it was unbelievable.

The first one I picked out was ‘abundance’ and the message it gave me was not to give up as my life will be abundant of all things from money to love to happiness – everything I cosmically order for myself ….

The 2^nd card I picked was ‘Idea’s and inspiration’ it means I have to listen to the voices in my head and listen hard as they are showing me the way – I’ve not got to ignore anything – well the funny thing was I was telling C about wanting my own shop and wishing I could free up some money from my house to start my own business – I’ve had an idea for ages but I need some capital….

Then the 3^rd card I turned was ‘power’ that meant that if I continued to believe in out side forces and listened to what I was told I would become powerful with in myself – something I really need to do! 

Then we did it again for love – the first card I drew was music – it means what it says really I’ve got to listen to more music – which is actually true. After K died music made me so very sad – something would come on the radio and I’d be in floods of tears so I don’t listen to much music anymore – but I am going to start to. What that has to do with love who knows!

The 2^nd card I picked was ‘security’ which again speaks for it’s self – I am looking for someone to make me feel safe and secure – that’s true!

The last card I picked was ‘playfulness’ that one meant I need more fun in my life – if I have more fun the things I really want will come to me – my sadness is holding me back – well it is isn’t it. 

I was astonished at just how accurate these cards were in relation to how I’ve been feeling. I know they are only daft cards but they have given me food for thought this evening.